Jesus knew from the start that some weren't going to risk themselves with him...(Indeed) after this a lot of his disciples left. They no longer wanted to be associated with him. Then Jesus gave the Twelve their chance: "Do you also want to leave?" Peter replied, "Master, to whom would we go?...We’ve already committed ourselves, confident that you are the Holy One of God." John 6:64
From The Book of Hours by Rainer Maria Rilke God, do not lose your equilibrium. Even he who loves you and discerns your face in darkness, when he trembles like a light you breath upon – he cannot own you quite. And if at night one holds you closely pressed, locked in his prayer so you cannot stray, you are the guest who comes but not to stay.
To whom would we go?
Even in the midst of confusion, there is something rock-like about Peter in the question with which he answers a question: "to whom would we go"?
As I listen to this question and my response within me what desire or challenge is stirred within me? Is there a prayer or action that emerges?